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  1. Jackie,
    You don’t have to have any words to describe Meh or @%!# or whatever else you are feeling. This sucks and we hate to watch our babes endure any of this stuff after they have already had to go through so much. I also have been thinking of writing a book. Just jotting down these notes on your blog a great way to say what you are feeling, and sometimes there are just no words for what we are feeling. And that is OK too. keep posting and keep writing if it helps you to make sense of this journey that tends to keep on just like run away roller coaster. Thoughts and comfort to you all. I would say prayers your way, but I am so starting to lose my faith. But that Hope and Love are still pretty powerful.
    Nancy Swart

  2. Lighting a candle in Massachusetts for a healthy, effective surgery to remove the tumors, so Ana can enjoy her summer! She is a brave one.
    Love to you all.

  3. Meh is a good title for this. Because the news could be worse but it certainly is not something I am smiling about. The prospect of more surgery is really awful. But perhaps it will be straightforward and once those suckers are out then things will remain stable for a long, long time. I am so grateful that Ana has such amazing doctors that are so on top of things. Just put one foot in front of the other and focus on the day right in front of you as much as you can. Try not to wonder if things will ever end. The fact is that none of knows what will happen tomorrow and most of us spend a lot of time worrying about things that never happen. Unlike most of us you know that we can’t ever take a single thing for granted. Use that knowledge to stay focused on the things you do have control over and try to let go of the things you don’t have control over. I read this news and there is a lot that is positive and hopeful about it – you are right that it is good that the tumors are operable. My friend has one that is not, and that is a bad situation. Mostly I want you to know I am sending love, hugs, thoughts and prayers and feel free to disregard my other rambling. I just want things to be better for all of you. Just not fair.

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